....So....unmotivated...

I need a job - any job, like, STAT. TRYING to work on Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind for Ohayocon, despite my spirits being down. The good of all of this is the apartment. I went home last night to grab some things and clean, and after witnessing my sister being yelled at for no good reason by my ever-nasty and now senile grandmother, and having a walker thrown at her, I'm VERY much reminded that right now, I have an apartment with someone who cares about me very much, a neighbor/landlord who is a very good friend, a kitty with thumbs on his thumbs, and a constant cycle of good friends in my living space - and although I'm scared to death of my upcoming bills, and tired of going to interviews, sometimes second interviews only to never hear back about the position - things can only go up.

And ever since my jerk ex dumped me for that other girl...things have slowly been getting better...

So I guess I'm gonna try to live by the old Beatles lyrics, and make my current motto: "All you need is love" -- and everyone in my life is making that a reality